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REALLY?

I guess you are home and you are in your security - and safe peaceful place....why would you come here? You only miss me in the day -- when shes not around....as long as shes there....there is never a place for me - who the fuck am I kidding...

Im done sharing any more of my thoughts and feelings...

I blog my thoughts - and will keep those thoughts to myself from now on --- its all for nothing...
no more sharing anymore of anything of me....you have a notebook of my love and now I need to stop writing in this book in which is at its final chapter.

I knew that before I called you this morning but I cant keep doing the same thing expecting the same result..

Love drives me....
your racing, security, money and current life drive you --- -

I cant compare to that life which you have worked so hard for...its time I realize that

as hard as it is to swallow - I am a fucking big girl and need to get on with my life

I love you and wish you all the best...