So here... Night 1 and the journey begins
I'm just going to throw all this out here so you know what's goin on...
I've been blogging on here for almost a year and you venture here at times but really haven't seen many things since around August last year when you really took the time
I have a feeling you'll look here but will be looking for the new but I've poured my heart and soul into many things that you still never took time to look at
I'm going to continue writing and on a occasion publish things but there seems to be a lot of catching up that I would love you to do ... Of course in your own time as may take months weeks or days depending on your state if mind. Don't think I haven't thought of you if you come and see nothing new go back and feel the many other emotions I have bled into this ... In time when you come here if you choose I'll have new stuff but I will not be so easily posting for you to see until the time is right. Remember I love you and months of that has already been here and when you take the time to see it more will be shown.
I gave you that book the alchemist a year ago and at that time you seemed so much to care and read it but you never really did think it important enuf and all these things I have written you barely have cared to absorb unless I have dissappeared momentarily or in boredom
I'll wait for you to catch up if it's important to you and if not thats ok I'll just know if it's worth saying anymore in this separation over time.
I love you and need to believe that all this is what's suppose to happen for the best
I miss you already in time I'll see if the feeling is mutual
Love you .

you picked a good time to end it ... Summer time, cabin time, races and things to forget me ... Hope it works for you... I'll be Thinking of you and know that a love like this is eternal no matter what happens between now and death
Love love love you always
Know that
Feel that
Feel me
And remember our love lives in the moon and can turn tides and light up the darkest sky even in our darkest nights
Go ahead and read the letter ... It's time
Sweet dreams love always
I'll remember your eyes in my sad moments and know that by that look alone your love for me is true no matter where you choose to go or stay in life
So thank you for the moments and memories that will forever live in my soul.