What?

I think your last reply was telling me off.,, you said you are sure u are making me a better person? What do u mean that u are not making me a better person. It's 2 an and I can't sleep again with u on my mind. You want me out of your life for good or are you going to make it happen when you get back? FYI the reason I texted that to u ws because online I can only send a certainount of characters and I needed to say hthose things. You say you love me but what does that mean
to you when I am thirsty and get a response after pouring my heart out to u and I am being told I am disrespectful. I can't win here I am not enuf for you don't fool me just let me go if you know you won't be with me in 2 weeks it's the only life line I am
Holding into at this point if you aren't in It please tells now I can hardly stand the waiting if it's only disappointment. I love you and a little part of me dies everyday we are apart