Sad without you... Sad in the not knowing..waiting for you to return and save me for. This limbo. I am dreaming of the days n nights I can lay with you in your arms and only hope that you are feeling the need and desire to be with me the love you say is deeper than any you have known before. While waiting for u I wonder if you miss me half as much as I do you. I wonder if I went away would you notice?

(side note: no because when I leave you assume -  I will return -- and believe that I will keep giving - I am drained - My love is not a joke - so stop laughing when you take my heart and stab it and watch it bleed)