.....love is blind....

I scream it out in eyes heart mind soul spirit and through my blog to my closest friends my dear... That my love for you runs deep and how I am willing to run to the ends of the earth for you. You have kept me your little secret and don't run out to meet me in the night or hide under a blanket to call me or send me a note of your love. You tell me what I want to hear when I beg to hear you say it... But it's authenticity is not screaming that you would run to the ends of the earth for me or that you'd risk your comfort or show the world the love you claim to have ... Love is blind because although i say this and see the truth...somehow I still want to believe you do love me... Actions speak volumes and  I am still waiting to see you act out your " absolute" love but I may never see it because that may be only for the home in which you dwell and rush home to every night and dare not leave to call me when you say you will... I'm a fool and again I made you another CD you will never listen to and write another letter you don't care to read. Awww what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and i gain strength in every crack of my heart and I will be able to lift the world to great heights with my insight.