Plan

Here's the situation
I want my my free moments with you
Honestly any minute I have that I can be or talk to you I want it and will take it
I think I take my minutes to myself...when I am home...and if could be with you all the time right now I would
I know honestly you have a lot going on ---
I am trying to be understanding but your "I'll call you right back" with a " I will talk to you tomorrow" instead it dissapoints me
I am frustrated with this affair
As I once said to Jason and from my favorite movie - I cant love you enough for the both of us...
As much as I love you I cant feel like I am more in this than you ...
And right now I feel that I am in 110% every chance or moment I can be --
I dont know what to do---- I want to see you - I miss you and hope to see you tomorrow...but then my love...we have to separate for 30...
Test our love and desire and prove to ourselves that this is what we are willing to sacrifice our current lives for....
I love you and I believe in us...but only the distance and space truly will prove it for both of us.

I hope our heart culdesac is complete and we meet in love absolute
and what we believe to be true - is!

in 30

Still planning October days and nights with you...but if something changes -- please let me know.

ILYA

-CH