Love is everlasting and eternal
That is the love I have for you - but at what cost?
The cost of my sanity...always rotating my life and schedule and existence to accomodate the little tiny moments that you so graciously make for me...(note sarcasm)
I am sure that the intent is good but my heart is suffering
This predicament is only my own doing and you are not to blame
Putting stock in something out of my control - is a gamble
I am a gambling one...but right now, waiting on your love to set me free - is really the chains that are binding me
You say let our love run wild and it is not something we can control
But you have a love for me that is controlled and limited, as mine will cross the atmosphere and move mountains and runs limitless to meet you where you may roam
In this love I am alone in my madness and I can only go so far on this journey - if I cant see you meeting me halfway.
Love is eternal and I know you know that my love has been in the cells of my being from the beginning of time.
I feel malnourished and I need to feed myself and not wait for your love to save me anymore.
Because you are incapable of giving what it is I need...halfway is a long walk for you - you are too weary and tired and I cant see you...you need to sleep and rest and I need to respect that.
But that does not mean that in your resting state that I need to continue walking to your bed...who knows if true loves kiss would awaken you...
I imagine not, as it has yet to in a thousand years.
Maybe next life.
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