Eff it!

You haven't read this stuff really since fucking August!
You skip over and honestly maybe u just effin like to come here to a place where you can see that someone takes time to write for you!
Yes I am bitter now more n more resentful
Thinkin again n again how you fucking put me aside and don't make me important
Well fuck what do I expect? I am your mistress that's it " love" yeah right ! Really charming way to keep me hanging on!
Fuck this!
Hmmmm let me Think ummm yeah last week before thanksgiving I get off early and ask to see you and you know what? You left work early again for your friends And then
Wouldn't leave to come see me because you were too busy once again!
When we went to mesquite you fucking left me at 6 am why because you had to get there by 8 for what for her?! Oh yes shes the one you made a vow with... Not me wtf?! Who do I think I am?
I guess I am a fucking idiot with you that's only partial... How many times you fucking got off early or go out hunting late or whatever for whoever and I am last fucking choice
Im not doing this you are right I need to love me more and as long
As this is acceptable I show you that's it's ok to shit on me
I am fucking getting over you if it's the only thing I will to the universe I have to now because I feel like throwing up falling in love with you so much that I am waiting every effing day for you to say I am the one and you choose me
Guess what I choose myself
So go
Go help your buddy
Go race
Go hunt n hike and travel to great places with her and forget about me oh wait you do everyday every five minutes every text every phone call
And effort I make you forget about me and now it's me that must forget about you
I am amazing And worth more than What you give me in limits
I am love and deserve the love I give back and more!