Weak

Whatever is meant to be will work out perfectly just need to believe
I am weak today and checking to see if you gave checked here and you haven't
I believe yes you are stronger than me
I am weak missing you in sobriety
I find in my sober hours and moments is when I miss you the most
I think that's good and shows the truth of my feelings? Or is it when you are drunk your true emotions arise...
I like that I love and miss you without being intoxicated it means more to me that our love is imminent even in the morning sun
I am weak right now and do close to calling you but I know I need to respect us you this process and really allow you to give it an honest try without my interference although the little girl
in me wants to scream for my golden goose now!
But I must wait
Patience shall better me I hope
I love you and miss my soul mate
Weak in the sober hours
Time to drink