Tuesday, November 6, 2012

3:15am insomniac

And the cycle begins
I wake up from floating my soul was trying to fly and meet you in the night but I lay bdck down in my bed And sleep to only go back  into dreaming again of you
This time we are in my childhood home but I am a married adult staying with my parents
You sneak into my room and lay down with me
I kiss your face and tell you how I've missed you
You hold me and I whisper in your ear that I love you "I can feel it " " can you feel it"
( jjs and I use to say that) strange

We get into a little argument And you put your shoes on ready to leave but instead you lay with me and relish the moments and then my mom barges in after my BFF left the room to make a call to "cancel" her date with " the other man". ( I know she wasnt canceling " and my mom falls to her knees and tells me not to go to work I need to call in sick and we need to talk I cried and asked that she let you stay
And I go barreling thru the hallway to talk to you and then I woke shaken a nightmare
The thought of losing you, you leaving me is a nightmare
3:15am and the nightmares and dreams begin again
In this state of separation my subconscious and soul are reaching you in dreams and nightmares to feel your love
Now to try and sleep again
Insomnia is no good

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Keep our love burning ilyfemc