7 months

7 months today
Crazy how time flies..
The roller coaster of our lives and the clearness of us is murky in all this whirlwind.
We kicked up some dust and became engulfed in the tornado, and what was clear as the sunshine through the clouds on a spring day, has become a bit of a dust storm swirling around like dirt from off road racing in the Baja desert.
Paulo once wrote that "a week is more than enough time to make a decision" and I see that he was true in those words.
As I have seen, the more weeks and seasons that pass, the clarity that had once befallen us as a gift of love and rescue... has now trapped us with fear of doing nothing at all.
So we sit and wait for the world to come to us again we continue to wait in the wings of time.
Because as we knew months ago, something this extraordinary may only come once and may pass us like the wind in autumn and the leaves that have fallen and blown away may take root somewhere else from our lack of movement.
Love you in the wind, the tornados and sunshine through the years, however to really hold that love I ponder the image, as it seems the longer we have waited the harder it is becoming to take flight with our untamed forbidden passionate love affair.