I don't know what part of " I'll text you.. I need to charge my phone" I misread but I pretty much believed it would be Uhm last night
My heart was broken all day I left the party early I slept all day And you couldn't keep your word the one thing I wanted the most ... To hear from you ... You wanting to talk to me.
Nope uhuh nope you were with your "love forever"
So why call "lobe" fucking"lobe" I'm disgusted disappointed
Hurt again
Yeah you let me down again
Because you don't follow through
I. Am fucking broken
Sick  right now again
I'm such an idiot to think I will ever be your number 1
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for waking up at 530 new years day crying already
I hate you for hurting me again and again
I hate that I love you enough that you can hurt me
I fucking hate myself and plan on changing everyday ...work on changing  every second... to be a wall closed off And tell myself everyday love is not real...this is not love it's meant to procreate and partner with someone to get thru this hard life ... Good partnership like you have now right?!????? Everythinf else this is a fucking illusion and I need to take these blinders off of my so called heart blacken my soul And move the fuck on with my life
I wait and you lie
I Have faith and then cry
All I want to do is die
I want to go back and erase all of this
I want you to remember and feel all of this
I have the memory of a love so deep once is enough
Glad you get a taste of it but lucky for you you aren't in too deep run now
Oh wait you already have when you decided not up follow thru and save my life last night
I'm not the same anymore
I had half of my heart when he died and now I have none because you have the other half
I am nothing anymore
I am hollow
Good!