Drink until my heart cannot feel anymore
A goal to be numb and never feel what I view as love
My skewed version of love is that love has to hurt to be real....thats not love
Not love - my poor little girl heart thinks that... because he once broke my heart "my one true love"
But he didnt love me and neither do you
I will self destruct until my heart destructs that it can no longer beat
Because only then will I be free of this "love" that I long for that destroys my being.
Numb my heart with mean bitter thoughts and eventually it will close up that there will not even be a crack that "love" could seep in or out.
But the love I have had will live in the universe somewhere hidden away knowing that at one time...this cold soul loved once...even when it was not returned.
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