I know you are surrounded by family and maybe friends and therefore you are filled up with that
Tonight for me so far I am not
We have plans to go to our friends bday NYE party but I just want to stay in bed
I can't I will never be forgiven
But all I want to do is sleep I'm sad
 I miss you 
It seems today is the end of one chapter beginning of a new 
Why aren't we together now embarking on a new adventure together
Tonight a kiss tonight to seal our promise of our hearts
It's all symbolic I suppose 
But it doesn't make me miss you less or stop the sadness which weighs my heart down without you
I'm tired and weary I want to sleep to forget the love I have which I cannot hold
Happy New Year my love 
I love you more than you know