IMYSFM!

I miss you so fucking much!
I torture myself by reading old texts, letters, notes, comments
But at the same time in this masochistic state I find pleasure in this pain.
Knowing the love I keep is is what you have given me.
And I know that the love I have given you is what I know I can be sure of - that I never left you questioning or having second thought that my love is absolutely true.
And even if you never come back I know you were never left wondering where I stand for you.
I miss you so fucking much and I am doing all I can to restrain myself from posting these notes...picking up the phone or anything to distract you from your mission of finding clarity and peace in your life decision.
I love you now and always.
SM