It creeps in like a dark shadow while I sleep.
It crawls up my walls and covers me and I wake because I feel the energy startle me and I began to hide.
My skin crawls and I feel sick in my gut and want to escape this fear the shadow is trying to inject me with.
My heart saw a light so bright as if the heavens came down and filled my soul.
The colors so vibrant and warm I became a pillar of truth.
It was the moment of awakening, realization, belief, faith, magic, beauty - the eptiome of love.
The shadow of doubt is doing all it can to kill what I know to be the truth.
I am frozen with fear so I do nothing to follow the light God so graciously showed me.
And here we are in the state of indecision, faithlessness again...because it is easier.
How despairing.
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