I let myself down again and again
Today I fight against the dark
And try to let light in my heart
See the beauty instead of fear
Be courageous this year
Be alone without feeling lonely
No that's not gonna work..
It's not your fault not my place
To put this on you and back in your face
You are free to do whatever you please
It just hurts so much when your choice is not me
I will cry many tears and this heart will crumble like sand
And no way to put it back together is my plan
Be heartless and careless and live a life with no more love
Because I can't take the pain anymore it's like a drug
Suffices for a moment but when you walk out the door
The love I had is not enough and I want more
You have others to feed and my addiction to us
Is killing me slowly I'd rather be hit by a bus
But since there are no busses in my neighborhood
I'll just go another route
I'll just go another route
Fill my soul with fear anger and doubt
And love will die completely and I can say I've been set free
From the one thing on earth that can completely destroy me
(how sad but better than dying everyday without your love)
( how sad, but better than dying everyday without your love)
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