Varied thoughts on the separation under attempt... It seems that the connection is not severed as we have this social media in which we communicate passively may really be a hinderance to our objective. Although I almost feel that it is a necessity to our soulful survival. I love you today as I did yesterday and although I waiver on leaving here.. I never waiver that you are the one I love and want to be with for my life. My waiver of leaving has nothing to do with love only reason and monetary accumulation of things...sad but true that is a lot of my current pros cons list. Of course the life and heart of my son are a factor as well and in the reason and monetary factors it is hugely associated. My ability to provide as I do in my current state may suffer but just writing this now I think how lame to let that control your hearts desire. I just want him to be happy and I can fake it I imagine 15 years but what example of love would I be teaching him
When he is in search of a life partner if I sacrifice extraordinary love? Would he do the same for the sake of " stability" and " things"
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