Disenchanted

The disenchantment arose amongst the deception that he insisted I provide rather than the freedom he loved in me at a time.
A time when there were no boundaries of where the love would take us.
The deception has spiraled downward to a rabbit hole that is in a billion particles that can never be put back together to repair the cells in our souls.
My soul has become darkened by allowing me to be something I am not.
I have no way of continuing on this path of deception because when I am deceiving, I am deceiving everyone around me and especially the soul in me....and there is nothing but an illusion of what is untrue.
I want to live in truth - good, bad, dark or light...the truth of purpose and being and in being I can grow and serve the way I know I am meant to on this earth, in this journey called life.