Tell me

You say you like talking to me and love and miss me all the time however every time I reach out your actions speak differently
You don't answer my calls you don't respond to my texts and you leave me sitting here wondering what I ever did to you that you find that treating me in such a way is ok.
Why won't you talk to me? Why won't you tell me what's going on? Why are you able to disregard my attempt to reach you and be your "friend" maybe you honestly want me out of your life if that's it just fucking say so and I'll walk away forever!
Tell me now I am sick of playing a guessing game where it is I stand with you... Obviously back burner... But I deserve to be paid attention to and if you are keeping me in your life to be nice but have no intention to put in any effort to maintain this friendship relationship whatever you want to call it I deserve honesty! Give me the honest answer you want me in or out I'm not playing this game of chasing you when you have no intent to have me in your life... Tell me now please. You keep shutting down and I need you to open up to me , talk to me.... To say nothing at all is obviously not working I want a straight up answer what you want ... If you don't want me in your life just effin say so ok?! Please