I have so many things on my mind and honestly I have expended so much energy towards this and I am realizing that it's not worth it anymore. The more I give the less you give and I am left always waiting for a love that doesn't live in you for me.
Maybe I just don't know you because the longer I've been with you the less I understand your actions or lack of them. From intermittent texts to no calls but random blog notes that say I love you with no follow thru or back up. Always hoping for more but more was what I got I. The beginning months since then it's been me waiting for that guy to reappear. It's simple I suppose you say you are a simple man so I guess I should just take it as face value I'm a gallon you are a pint you love me with what you have but it isn't what I need to fill my heart ... Maybe at the beginning you wanted me now I see you don't by your actions and with that I have to let you go. It saddens me but what is meant to be will be and I see where I am is right where I am supposed to be. With that I will carry on with a full heart happy thoughts and thank God for unanswered prayers because we may not always get what we want but we get what we need. So I wish you the best and I'll let you be as you want it to be I have taken off these rose colored glasses and reality is apparent. Good luck and live love laugh ... Life is too short to be unhappy. Ilyaw xo