Monday, February 4, 2013

Strengthened

Strengthened by the constant beating and torture, I barely feel it anymore.
I am as strong as I thought I was and will be able to withstand the current crumbling of my heart
I have no hate for you - however, I feel too close to love you .
As it is the one thing that has brought me to this place of sadness...and in love I do not want pain, that is the last thing I should be feeling....as if it was returned I can bare the distance, but loving alone I can no longer subject myself to the waiting to be loved.
I am lovable and shouldnt have to beg anyone to want to be a part of my beautiful life.

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