The call was really about me slowing down...taking more time for me...once I work on me I need to work on my marriage...saw me as single and not in a relationship...as it feels empty to the other side..not fulfilling...as for anyone else in my life, my "soulmate" connection...he is not really into me only likes to have me for a "limited" time and would not work if I put 100% dedicated of my self to that venture I am partly w, he would and does not want me that way...SAD -- i wonder if that is really how it would be if we had the world at our fingertips to explore - oh well may never really know - it is so hard not talking and sharing these thoughts and emotions and feelings with someone...I am sad...but truth is I will get over it...I have before and will again....leave me to be in my own skin and learn to love all of me again,,,,so I can love him again...
enjoy your trip and life and all that grand stuff.....I cant look outward to find happy
THIS SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10 days - 2 months - a lifetime---- i will survive eventually FUCK
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If he is the one he has no idea what he has you are what magic is made from
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