Monday

I don’t know if it is because of Monday…or what – but although I know what we should do---I miss you a lot today.

Not hearing you – talking to you – not communicating with you, the call that says you and I wouldn’t work – if in fact he was reading you or the other thing I had before you, that breaks my heart to have fallen so into you so deep, to think it is so true and feel it so much and it could have all been made up.

Seeing pictures – knowing you have a lovely life…and beautiful wife and I guess its not our time – not now – or ever….I don’t know

All I know is I really MISS YOU!

Really MISS YOU!! And know I love you – LOVE LOVE LOVE you!