Our Love Story

Words of Affirmation....My sweet love - send me love notes that fill me and get me through our days away.

"Your so busy changin' the world - just one smile can change all of mine, we share the same soul oh oh oh oh we share the same soul oh oh oh oh" ~ Jack Johnson

"I hear in my mind all of this music, I hear in my mind, all of these words, I hear in my mind all of this music, and it breaks my heart my ha ha ha ha heart" ~ Regina Spektor

I love your lovely words to me....it fills me up!


(side note: my poetic notions and no response...I reassure you of my eternal love and my need to hear your love when I cannot feel your presence...was asking too much...far too busy putting everyone before me)

Also?

Do you want me to take that Thursday off? Or just get off early? Or no?
Let me know when you are free to talk today. LOVE U

Hurry home To me

Hope you slept well and feel better very soon I can't wait til you are back and we can spend time together waking up to u making love and sleeping in your arms. So anticipating the exploration of our bodies soul and mind and join as one intimately soulfully. Share my mornings days and nights witth you without so many restrictions. I fantasize until then. I want to make them some of your most beautiful memories. I want to cook together. I want to snuggle with you,  watch movies, go for a hike, read together have moments of crazy ecstasy. Hurry home my sm penguin. Feed you with vitamin C and you fill me with vitamin B. mad purposeful passionate absolute love. Muah love love love you! From here to all the universes stars and solar systems in the sky. A love like this may come once, baby it's fate not luck. Miss u already!

Be there by 5.50 please wait

Lmk?

When we first came together all I was felt and put into the universe was beautiful and magic... The person I was, was one with an enthusiasm for life and love --  a better person...
 Right now in our distance from each other and limited time, yeah I even am not liking who I am  and I need to work on that (so maybe you are making me a better person -because I see my faults that I need change me into the greatness I know I can be) - 
I want to be a better person because of you
I  know next to you I am a better me...
Without you I am not so much and I am hard to love (sorry)

Let me know where and when u can meet today and I'll be there  to see u
.., but please answer the question I keep asking...

Are you going to make hunting happen ?
Please tell me... It's really  the one thing I want right now more than anything in this darkness - 
that light is keeping me alive ( dramatic)
but honestly the patience I lack will hopefully come to the forefront for that reward if I can see the reward of being with you when you return.

Ilybh from the core of my being

 your soul mate for eternity,

CH

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Not sure how u r going to "call" me back I actually thought use have just pulled into town so I roughly I'd call u before you got home you treated like a fucking burden and you should be happy to hear from me get my calls and be excited to have a moment to spend time with me and want to spend your time with me as I am all so willing to give and put out there... I guess all of this Abd how you are with me and my ability to give all I want to give And share with you is so far out of my control I am grasping for any shred of hope that all of this was not for nothing but seems the more I reach the further you push away and I am sorry that my hearty and soul are do fucking invested I  am having a hard time severing this of that's what you want... And no I am too in love With you to just be your friend. I still don't know if you  are trying to tell me something based on your other blog response or what but where I stand do you? Is this real ... Living in the dark looking for the light in your eyes to save me
Callu office I guess or blog me with a time to call or just try to answer here... Will I see you when u get back are we going to have those days and nights together? Please tell me..my hope is there in those nights that we may share as the us I know we can be love misss us what I know we really are behind this mask of my insanity
I love u

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