Irritated - wtf

Whats going on ? Why arent you calling or texting me back or even coming on here to keep in touch with me. I have called you hundreds of times and you are completely ignoring me and not taking a moment to even respond.I saw you were on FB a couple hours ago and your work phone is saying that my texts are being delivered. Whats going on? To be honest I am getting really fucking irritated

What's up ?!

What's going on? U alright? Feels like sumpthins up... Like my text just be real it's all good ily

Kao

Love you hope ur missin n lovin me LLL

It's a beautiful night Love you

Tried calling no answer

Well the article is fucked up but probably truer than I want to believe Oh well Congrats!!!! 2nd place you know if u were in the car you would have won it! Hope ur having a great weekend Need to go get smog oil change and car wash tomorrow so if u wanna come join me for run around town lmk LY Hope you had a great time at the race 2nd place is awesome !!!!

"Crazy"

Thats all you thought about that article??????????

A Letter to the Wife of My Boyfriend - Article INTERESTING READ

Dear Wife of My Boyfriend, I’m not sorry. I’ve done countless undeniably repulsive things — all without an ounce of regret. I kissed him on the stoop of your house while your birthday party was blazing in the backyard. I didn’t wake him when he fell asleep after sex, so he’d spend the entire night in my bed. I made sure (you don’t want to know how) he stayed over far longer than he intended to and had to rush home at 3:30 a.m. without showering first. He must have reeked of my scent when he walked in your bedroom door. I took pleasure in knowing that. It all started at the exact moment you think it did: the night we double-dated. Remember the way he made me laugh that night, how that made you feel? Your instincts were right. For weeks, I kept it a secret. But one night, after too many tequila shots, I finally confessed the affair to my friend May. She’s married. She hates me now. “How could you, as a woman, do something like that to another woman?” she said. Most of my married friends who are women had the same indignant take. Funny, my married friends who are men were all for it. They envied me. I never understood May’s assertion that there’s some sort of sisterhood I’m betraying. I don’t believe in a loyalty we all owe each other as women. I do believe that I owe it to myself to fall in love and stay in love for as long as is humanly possible. I wish someone else, in some other circumstances, had said it, but I actually agree with what Woody Allen said to justify schtupping his step-daughter. “The heart wants what the heart wants.” It’s been a year now since your husband broke up with me. He didn’t do it for you, or to save your marriage. He did it because our relationship had reached a point that it was causing me more pain than it was bringing me joy. He knew he would never leave you and the kids. He knew how much it hurt me every time he kissed me goodbye to come home to you. Cheating on you, he could live with. Hurting me, he couldn’t bear. You hate me, I know, and you always will. But sometimes I wish we could talk. I wish we could sit at a bar and I could explain to you why we did what we did. If we could do that, if you and I could get drunk together, there’s one story I’d want to tell you. Because I’m not a bad person, I’m not a heartless person. I would tell you this story because it might give you some comfort or satisfaction or sense of vengeance or, most likely, a combination of all three to hear it. One night, I was walking down 8th Street and I passed the restaurant you two go to on Friday nights. I looked through the window of the restaurant and you were at the window table. I glanced over at a moment that was so impeccably timed that if it had been a movie scene, it would have been one of those “yeah-right” moments people in the audience despise. I saw the expression on his face — that smile, the way his chin was tucked, that slightly inebriated and unmistakably seductive glint in his eye. What I saw that night caused me as much pain as I could ever cause you. I saw that he loves us both.

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Yes I know it was me And u knew it was me not Ron so why wouldn't you say anything? What do u mean by "I'm trying to get stronger I love you please try and not judge me ever step of the way" stay strong I love you and hope u are happy I don't want to play games I want to talk I just think that if we see each other it makes it worse Right? I don't know Call when u want

Ok? Well?

So thats it - "you hate your life" You cant expand on that really? I havent talked to you in a week - we havent seen eachother for a week and a half you have written me a total of maybe 30 words in all 13 days And then when Ron facebooked you when you didnt have "service" you couldnt say anything really?????? Really? What the hell - why are you not even talking to me at all... I told you i dont want to see you - but cant we talk - can you fucking tell me whats going on? What happened? Why were you so detached from me that whole time - and so unexcited to call/talk or even see me when you got back? Talk to me you said you would call me back - does that mean today? or just whenever you get bored? I guess you dont need to say anything to me right? But it would be nice to have some answers - and hear your side of things....

So?

So what did you figure out in those 10 days?

Uh huh

Interesting isn't it? Uhm ya the whole dynamic....yep

7 days 7 nights You've looked here 3 times and one comment Interesting ... I know distance makes the heart grow fonder or go yonder I feel it I know what's up And I'm ok actually Wierd how things feel like they change on a dime Like you and I back in time I know if we see eachother it will change back but maybe that's not what ur lookin to do I feel like something's changed and I'm ok I just didn't play this out in my head this way But I'm okay either way Just be honest we don't need to talk about it lay it all out here Even when you did comment you said "July I miss you" can't even take the time to spell check or text call or comment I see the Pint vs gallon and I'm okay honestly I love you to pieces always I'm good with whatever comes my way I just could see a lot in this distance what u were feeling and thinking which was pretty much nothing for me by the little contact you made Not mad Want you to be happy and dud my best to allow that in this week Couldn't you tell? I backed off a lot and so you not reaching out that may be just all you wanted me out of your double life Just be honest Xo I love you and wish you the best always I feel good that I am actually coming to this place of setting you free Just strange how easy it is for you But everyday I'm getting stronger and more willing to let it flow the way the wind blows

Maybe

Half of me doesn't even care but the other half is PMSing and wants to say wow 8 days and no initiatin to conta t me it was all me every time except once when you got in a fight with "lovely" and Amd texted don't text me Real nice.... I hope you had a good time and that's why I left you alone for a couple days But you.... Atoll didn't make any initiation to show what you say or say anything here or there Glad you had a good time I know where i stand Welcome home LLL Ha In shouldn't post but I will but will probably delete before you even see it Maybe Cuz it just doesn't mean as my has it DID to me Sad I was in Florida and found Time to contact you every chance I could Actions are powerful words are beautiful but in t It all the actions speak louder than words Hope u had a great time I love you and always wish you the best Sincerely no matter how scorned I may feel Take care LLL

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I deleted text app so if you want to talk to me it needs to be thru here....I cant recover last number info will need to create new one or maybe i wont hope you are having a good time - Its my Friday whoop whoop! take care

If ur able to get on Facebook
Your able to get on here... Just sayin'
Not sure what "thanks" text means nor do I know what July I miss you means
But sure hope you are enjoying Hawaii! Xo bh
Thanks also

Wow!
I guess I get it
Have fun

Dude
I'm wondering why u won't reply to my texts or come on here
Are u thinking of me or just distancing yourself from me
I know u have time if u wanted to make it
If you simply don't want to then lmk and I'll stop contacting u or waiting for ur reply
You have plenty of people around as a distraction to contact md if u wanted to
But maybe that's simply it you don't want to
Sorry for bothering u then
Ily
I'm really not mad just frustrated
Your phone call was not very loving so I'm just trying to read between the lines
So just be forthcoming

I know u have a lot of people around you
I hope you have fun and figure out some stuff this week
Of course I want to hear from you more often but it's fine
You are having family time and I need to understand that
I didn't hear you loving or missing me too much which I guess is a good thing
Just hoped to hear it a little in your voice or even with u reaching out to me thru here but ur not so its okay
Not mad
Hope u have a good time
Alls good here just working and doing my own family time
Talk to you whenever
Take care

What happened? I hope ur ok.
I had some crazy dreams last night
Just saw ur text

Looks beautiful there
Hope you are having fun
Wish I could be there with you
Someday love
I love you
Have a great time and a Mai Tai for me muah!!

You know how I feel
I'll do my best to leave you alone to have family time and enjoy yourself
Its just when u said you were in car I thought you would be happy to take my call and when you said stop it messed with my head and I got carried away
I understand you are far away and are having a good time and I'm not part of that life right nose have fun I love you and I suppose you'll call when you feel like it
Ily

LLL

I hope you are having fun... Relax and destress
Miss you love love love
Enjoy all the grains of sand under your feet and the stars and moon and ocean vast
Like the love we share it is infinite and exists even when you can't see all of it
Muah!
Hope you truly are at peace
I love you truly abSOULute