It seems that when my feelings get the best of me, I weaken, wither and then stand taller and stronger than I need to be, as to not feel.
Feelings are a sign of weakness in my eyes, when you feel, you are opening yourself up to get hurt.
I'd rather not hurt, I have hurt enought in this lifetime for three lifetimes.
So I shield, and stop everything as to not let it penetrate me, absorb my mind, my well being, but it does...it does and I weaken again.
Then I waiver and say to myself - go ahead and feel...and I do again.
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