You

You consume me...stop!

Thank you for your love

Never give up
On your dreams On us...
Our love is light and stars and moonlight
however to see this light we have known the dark side and shadows in the bliss
Dark days and some of the darkest  nights try to tell Me turn around and go back go back
To fear the unknown but in the unknown there is absolute knowing absolute truth that has opened our hearts that we can not go back
This love is real and worth exploring the love that many have never felt or dared to dream and you and I have the hearts path connected to walk soul in soul and face the darkness and our light will lead the way
Thank you love for believing in our love and reminding me of your heart that loves me unlike you have ever loved another
In that alone you give me strength  to face the darkest hour
And believe in us
I love you

Believe in Us

I didn't listen to my soul

I listened to my mind 

My heart can see

My head is blind

So here I live in a house 

And sleep  in a bed

With a heart that's empty 

My path mislead

Come from within

Or go without 

How true this is 

That I started this doubt

Now I sit in limbo 

Reassessing my situation 

Questioning why my heart 

Would not lead me to my destination

So I wait for your return 

To look into your soul

See if you had the epiphany 

That our love too is the goal

Reunite in the culdesac

That forms into a heart

The place where we belong

That we never should part

My soul was awakened

Upon our encounter

My mind was a savage 

Which tried to discount it

I am listening from the depths now

And trusting my intuition 

And believing my first instinct

That you are my completion

I felt it in your eyes

With one touch of your hand 

A simple kiss of your lips

Across all the lands 

Our love is part of the universe

The souls reincarnation

Our place of belonging

Our journey our destination

We loved a thousand years ago

We love still now today

Tomorrow forever

Infinitely all ways 

Our souls are blankets weaved together 

Across the universe in between dreams

This extraordinary love is magical

In which we always know and believe

The rational pessimists the mind which tried to fool my heart

I believe in this love and will not let anything pull us apart

.....love is blind....

I scream it out in eyes heart mind soul spirit and through my blog to my closest friends my dear... That my love for you runs deep and how I am willing to run to the ends of the earth for you. You have kept me your little secret and don't run out to meet me in the night or hide under a blanket to call me or send me a note of your love. You tell me what I want to hear when I beg to hear you say it... But it's authenticity is not screaming that you would run to the ends of the earth for me or that you'd risk your comfort or show the world the love you claim to have ... Love is blind because although i say this and see the truth...somehow I still want to believe you do love me... Actions speak volumes and  I am still waiting to see you act out your " absolute" love but I may never see it because that may be only for the home in which you dwell and rush home to every night and dare not leave to call me when you say you will... I'm a fool and again I made you another CD you will never listen to and write another letter you don't care to read. Awww what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and i gain strength in every crack of my heart and I will be able to lift the world to great heights with my insight.

Your thought on us?

What do you feel is the give and take with us?
I feel a lot that I give a lot and feel left needing and wanting more ....whats your thoughts on this?
Do you feel you give as much as you should and can? I dont mean this to be rude, I just want your honest opinion of what you feel you bring to this relationship and if it is in alignment with what i bring?
I have written you so many things here...and you have read like 2 things out of 20 in 2 weeks...I love to hear everything you say and write to me and when you dont have me on facebook any more and you cant really text me and barely respond to the texts or here...it makes me feel as if its really not valuable to you? Is this blog and communication of no value? If so then I wont waste my words assuming you will read it - if you dont like to..and only do it to pacify me.

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and you carry on - with your happy life and jealous you are off early and home with her and I am working and wont be seeing you until you are single...when?
"I am just trying to get through the day" he said
As everyday...you try and get through with no action in place and I wait


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Do you care?

Do you