I can do this
It sucks

Cursed Blessing

You are my sun and rain joy and pain

since I met you my life has changed

The moon is a curse reminding me each night
that you sleep beneath it, but not in my sight

My arms are empty heart bleeding like rain

Knowing you has caused so much pain

The distance to your heart is a blink away

But your body next to mine is just a vision I play

Our minds so twisted with worries and life

I have a husband you have a wife

So my blessing of love has cursed me to my death

Knowing I'll live without you until my last breath

"Just Friends"

who the fuck are we kidding - ?? you are not my friend you are soooo sooo much more than that and I cant fake it with you - i refuse to fake it with you - the one person that everything was more than real - why ruin it by pretending to be something we just ARE NOT- "Just Friends" Fuckit

Space Between - DMB

http://youtu.be/hOyQHm2ls-I

I feel this today more than ever today.


You cannot quit me so quickly
Is no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you, love
The Space Between
The tears we cry
Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep us safe from the pain

But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Like 'Will it rain today?'
Waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted game we play

We're strange allies
With warring hearts
What wild-eyed beast you be
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep us safe from the pain

Will I hold you again?
Will I hold...

Look at us spinning out in
The madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like a devil
In a church in the middle of a crowded room
All we can do, my love
Is hope we don't take this ship down

The Space Between
Where you're smiling high
Is where you'll find me if I get tickled
The Space Between
The bullets in our firefight
Is where I'll be hiding, waiting for you
The rain that falls
Splash in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into...
The Space Between
Our wicked lies
Is where we hope to keep safe from pain

Take my hand
'Cause we're walking out of here
Oh, right out of here
Love is all we need here
The Space Between
What's wrong and right
Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you
The Space Between
Your heart and mine
Is the space we'll fill with time
The Space Between...

 I feel done at home
I feel done with everything
I feel worthless
Unloved
A burden
A person living with a stranger
I'm done
Depression kills him kills me
I'm done
I'm better off alone and so is he
He is so angry with me
Fuckitol
I can't fake it

Awesome

I hate not being able to text or call you whenever I want
Anyways just checking out your Facebook and want to tell you how awesome
you are!
Winning both races in a row is bad ass so proud of you
Love you that's all goodnight

Everything was good and all because I wrote nnnnnnnn you tell me I'm
Fucked up and your done
What was that all about
Why are you hurting me after all the talks we had and time we spent talking about how much we hate being mean to each other
How is that serving you? Why are you hurting me! I am only sending you love and you shut me down do easy to say fuck you really what's the reasoning behind that?