So this is good bye

i cant make you love me or be with me or want to be with me
i shouldnt have to convince anyone to love me -
if you cant and dont and wont the way i deserve - i am dying but i cant force whats not there.

so this is good bye

While you're out racing my hearts breaking
You couldn't take a minute for me
For 4 days

Your lack of concerns is worse than any word you could say
Because completely acting as if I am non existence is like stabbing me over and over again and the pouring salt on me
It's pretty disgusting and unbelievable that I even associated with someone like this
You've done this before so why would I think you'd change
You haven't
I'm still do meaningless I ding even deserve a fucking phone call
I hate you too!

Asssss you assss mean mean ass! Your are a mean and I am too
Hah fucking hah ass fucking hole
Fuuuucccckkkkkkkkk you!

Fuck you fuck you fuck you I hate you fuck you oh and fuck off !!!!

I wrote you so many things of love and heart and soul feelings of depth within me and you completely ignored everything I expressed and gave to you
How could I ever love someone so malicious?
God only knows but I will live on and be glad I dodged that bullet
Wow
"when someone shows you who they are... Believe them the first time"
I apparently didn't want to believe it but you've given me nothing therefore I have no choice but to accept the fact that I never meant anything to you
I'm disgusted with myself and hope that this self loathing will dissappear the sooner you dissappear from my heart
Fuck you!

I would have left but you told me not to... You never had any intention of going... Wow how'd I miss that sign?
Asss