Saturday, April 6, 2013
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
My heart is tired
My mind is weary
I feel as if I can barely breathe
The time has taken its toll on me and I am unsure if the road ahead is something I can meet
Death is a thought consuming
No light can seem to shine in
My soul is restless my body weakening and I am unsure that the next breath I take is in me
I have worked very hard not to intentionally hurt you however you continue to be intentionally distant, short and make it very apparent that I am not worth responding to.
You picked up the phone last night and all you said was "awesome dude, awesome" and hung up on me.
I honestly though you were alone and could talk - I was on my way home - you had only texted "8 night" 10 minutes prior.
Now I ask "what happened"and all you say..."sleeping"
does that mean you were sleeping last night and just hung up on me -- because you were too tired to be polite - or you are sleeping now.
I dont get you - I get that I am obviously not worth your time to communicate effectively - when I really was not trying to be mean in any way or hurt you or disrupt you intentionally....I was not trying to be a bad "friend" however you are being really hurtful.
I am very sorry once again
But I am even sorrier that I spend all this time thinking and worrying about you and you dont have the decency to even respond.
You picked up the phone last night and all you said was "awesome dude, awesome" and hung up on me.
I honestly though you were alone and could talk - I was on my way home - you had only texted "8 night" 10 minutes prior.
Now I ask "what happened"and all you say..."sleeping"
does that mean you were sleeping last night and just hung up on me -- because you were too tired to be polite - or you are sleeping now.
I dont get you - I get that I am obviously not worth your time to communicate effectively - when I really was not trying to be mean in any way or hurt you or disrupt you intentionally....I was not trying to be a bad "friend" however you are being really hurtful.
I am very sorry once again
But I am even sorrier that I spend all this time thinking and worrying about you and you dont have the decency to even respond.
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
You are so mean to me
You really know how to get under my skin and infect me to my worst state on being
You don't acknowledge me
And ignore me
And make me think I did something wrong and then not even explain yourself or let me explain myself
You only allow me to contact you through writing as If I am incarcerated
It's fucked up
And cruel
And then you don't even write back
When I try and communicate
It's really cruel and fucked up
I am really hurt that you are intentionally being malicious
:(
You really know how to get under my skin and infect me to my worst state on being
You don't acknowledge me
And ignore me
And make me think I did something wrong and then not even explain yourself or let me explain myself
You only allow me to contact you through writing as If I am incarcerated
It's fucked up
And cruel
And then you don't even write back
When I try and communicate
It's really cruel and fucked up
I am really hurt that you are intentionally being malicious
:(
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