" how do we keep love secret ???
We speak from brow to brow and hear with our eyes"
In the wuiet of our presence, a love like our speaks with no words
Maktub
( it is written)
Love you... my ocean of thirst quenching radiance ... A memory and love like that will always live even in the speechless moon
Good night
Monday, March 18, 2013
So here... Night 1 and the journey begins
I'm just going to throw all this out here so you know what's goin on...
I've been blogging on here for almost a year and you venture here at times but really haven't seen many things since around August last year when you really took the time
I have a feeling you'll look here but will be looking for the new but I've poured my heart and soul into many things that you still never took time to look at
I'm going to continue writing and on a occasion publish things but there seems to be a lot of catching up that I would love you to do ... Of course in your own time as may take months weeks or days depending on your state if mind. Don't think I haven't thought of you if you come and see nothing new go back and feel the many other emotions I have bled into this ... In time when you come here if you choose I'll have new stuff but I will not be so easily posting for you to see until the time is right. Remember I love you and months of that has already been here and when you take the time to see it more will be shown.
I gave you that book the alchemist a year ago and at that time you seemed so much to care and read it but you never really did think it important enuf and all these things I have written you barely have cared to absorb unless I have dissappeared momentarily or in boredom
I'll wait for you to catch up if it's important to you and if not thats ok I'll just know if it's worth saying anymore in this separation over time.
I love you and need to believe that all this is what's suppose to happen for the best
I miss you already in time I'll see if the feeling is mutual
Love you .
you picked a good time to end it ... Summer time, cabin time, races and things to forget me ... Hope it works for you... I'll be Thinking of you and know that a love like this is eternal no matter what happens between now and death
Love love love you always
Know that
Feel that
Feel me
And remember our love lives in the moon and can turn tides and light up the darkest sky even in our darkest nights
Go ahead and read the letter ... It's time
Sweet dreams love always
I'll remember your eyes in my sad moments and know that by that look alone your love for me is true no matter where you choose to go or stay in life
So thank you for the moments and memories that will forever live in my soul.
I'm just going to throw all this out here so you know what's goin on...
I've been blogging on here for almost a year and you venture here at times but really haven't seen many things since around August last year when you really took the time
I have a feeling you'll look here but will be looking for the new but I've poured my heart and soul into many things that you still never took time to look at
I'm going to continue writing and on a occasion publish things but there seems to be a lot of catching up that I would love you to do ... Of course in your own time as may take months weeks or days depending on your state if mind. Don't think I haven't thought of you if you come and see nothing new go back and feel the many other emotions I have bled into this ... In time when you come here if you choose I'll have new stuff but I will not be so easily posting for you to see until the time is right. Remember I love you and months of that has already been here and when you take the time to see it more will be shown.
I gave you that book the alchemist a year ago and at that time you seemed so much to care and read it but you never really did think it important enuf and all these things I have written you barely have cared to absorb unless I have dissappeared momentarily or in boredom
I'll wait for you to catch up if it's important to you and if not thats ok I'll just know if it's worth saying anymore in this separation over time.
I love you and need to believe that all this is what's suppose to happen for the best
I miss you already in time I'll see if the feeling is mutual
Love you .
you picked a good time to end it ... Summer time, cabin time, races and things to forget me ... Hope it works for you... I'll be Thinking of you and know that a love like this is eternal no matter what happens between now and death
Love love love you always
Know that
Feel that
Feel me
And remember our love lives in the moon and can turn tides and light up the darkest sky even in our darkest nights
Go ahead and read the letter ... It's time
Sweet dreams love always
I'll remember your eyes in my sad moments and know that by that look alone your love for me is true no matter where you choose to go or stay in life
So thank you for the moments and memories that will forever live in my soul.
"I never believed in God until you"
You once told me “ I never believed in God until you”
I hope that is true – my love and if it is – I ask that you pray with conviction and find the answers to your hearts desires
Remember what faith is
Faith minus vulnerability and minus uncertainty = Extremism (we don’t want that)
If you don’t have vulnerability and are not 100% certain than you are not coming from a place of faith – no one knows what the road ahead holds- and we will never be certain… and with that we are vulnerable to the process….its up to both of us what faith we really have in this.
None of this is going to be easy love- but I believe that time space and through prayer the answers will come.
Pray for me, pray for you – pray for us….and all that is meant to be and right for all of us.
I love you --
PS READ THE ALCHEMIST DAMMIT!! ;)
(and Rumi when you are missing me)
It's early in the morning I'm not sure what to do today
Just be I suppose however you won't even look on here or respond to my morning text
I don't want to be crazy and call you if you really don't want to hear from me anymore so it's like I'm just talking to emptiness
I'm sorry for everything honestly right now I am
Not sure how to go from here
Tell me and I'll do as you wish
Just be I suppose however you won't even look on here or respond to my morning text
I don't want to be crazy and call you if you really don't want to hear from me anymore so it's like I'm just talking to emptiness
I'm sorry for everything honestly right now I am
Not sure how to go from here
Tell me and I'll do as you wish
Sunday, March 17, 2013
I'm sorry
If you want to read that letter
Then I guess I understand just tell me if you do
And I'll be gone
I love you and I am sorry
Very sorry that I even said anything about that post and even sorrier how your reaction was to me
I need to take some Xanax and never awaken
(can't get that lucky)
So I'll live to see another day and survive my own conflicts and be ok eventually
I truly love you
If you want to read that letter
Then I guess I understand just tell me if you do
And I'll be gone
I love you and I am sorry
Very sorry that I even said anything about that post and even sorrier how your reaction was to me
I need to take some Xanax and never awaken
(can't get that lucky)
So I'll live to see another day and survive my own conflicts and be ok eventually
I truly love you
What is this text " this is love" I asked you a question
Please note that when I text u from that app there is a delay on your responses so I don't get them until I have continues texting what I was Thinking
Now you say "this is love" "fucking stop" so what it isn't love is that what you are saying?
Please respond
Read this and other post after this one
Please talk to me
Im sorry I upset you so much that you don't care anymore but I care
I do love you Ben so much
And I need to learn everyday to step back before reacting
I'm sorry please love
Love me... Or don't but if you don't tell me
Ilyaw
More than I could every show you in our mini moments together it would take lifetimes
Please note that when I text u from that app there is a delay on your responses so I don't get them until I have continues texting what I was Thinking
Now you say "this is love" "fucking stop" so what it isn't love is that what you are saying?
Please respond
Read this and other post after this one
Please talk to me
Im sorry I upset you so much that you don't care anymore but I care
I do love you Ben so much
And I need to learn everyday to step back before reacting
I'm sorry please love
Love me... Or don't but if you don't tell me
Ilyaw
More than I could every show you in our mini moments together it would take lifetimes
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