I love you... Apparently she knows what's she's doing with all those fb posts just enough to destroy "us" just Enid to make me question your love.
I should know better sorry but I can't help but ask you
I didn't mean to upset you to the extent that you would be so mean to me and tell at me thru texts and tell me you don't care anymore
If you really dont care any more that would break me more than words however if that's your stance tell me now and I'll do what I can to respect you and leave your life
I love you

Oh How I Feel This - Since I have met you

“It’s clear to me now that I have been moving toward you and you toward me for a long time. Though neither of us was aware of the other before we met, there was a kind of mindless certainty bumming blithely along beneath our ignorance that ensured we would come together. Like two solitary birds flying the great prairies by celestial reckoning, all of these years and lifetimes we have been moving toward one another.”
― Robert James Waller, The Bridges of Madison County

“And in that moment, everything I knew to be true about myself up until then was gone. I was acting like another woman, yet I was more myself than ever before.”
― Robert James Waller, The Bridges of Madison County

“So here I am walking around with another person inside of me. Though I think I put it better the day we parted when I said there is a third person we have created from the two of us. And I am stalked now by that other entity.”
― Robert James Waller, The Bridges of Madison County

“This kind of certainty comes but once in a lifetime.”
― Robert Kincaid Bridges of Madison County

what is going on ?
I got a call from work number and no one was on the other end....was that you or not?
Wtf is going on?

God give me light in my darkest hour

Send your love and reign your power

Save me from the demons filling my soul

Destroy this pain and make me whole

My heart is breaking I feel it like pieces of glass

Shards consuming my blood like an atomic blast

Empty Promise

Its taking almost all I have right now not to slit my wrists

This pain will pass however this passing moments of today and all the crazy thoughts in my head

I’d rather be dead

My heart feels like a foreign object that once served me and now has sucked the life out of me

I am the walking dead

Nothing at this moment can seem to nourish me but your promise

And that is but an empty promise because although you say I have your heart you have chosen to live without both of us

your heart and me

Re-Post (remember love)

I asked for passion - wow what a whirlwind it has been 20 days and counting and I still can't see what is in my sight.
It was a tornado of dust and the past whirled into oblivion.... and the path is a little murky from here.
I see the goal in sight and it is you and I hand in hand, leaving the dusty road behind...but the path to that place is rocky and I am unsure of which transportation to take to get there.
I see you running in circles and baffled by the storm and I just want to hold you and let you know that love willl guide us in faith.
We met again for some reason and it would be foolish to pass this off as a chance encounter.
My patience is the size of a baby flea and I need you to reassure me that its worth the wait and the road will be ours to travel together.
I fear and fear is darkness, love is light and I need love to light this darkness, because these fears are just a figment of my imagination.
I need to push the fear away and let your light shine in me during the doubt

10 days after we met WTF

10 days after we met.....my thoughts I had written down

This is the kind of stuff love songs are written for

This is the kind of stuff love stories are made of, the place where time and space are of no regard and hearts rule the universe

The magic happens and it shall remain because Maktub

You have swept me up and I am in this tunnel of love swirling me around continuously with each word you speak –

Its too easy how your words slide off your tongue and how it melts me to the core that its so good it cant be made up.

I can barely contain this feeling and want to shout “I am in love” from the tallest buildings in the world

“I am in crazy mad love that makes no sense at all – but its happening in me and I cant contain this.”

The secret love is not so secret – I am wearing it on my face, I am carrying the love all around me…everywhere I tread

Mysterious love – mysterious insights this feeling that I want to cry...cry tears of joy and sadness…sad that I have been missing this and sad that in order to have this love, I may hurt so many surrounding me.