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Love

Love is worth the fight but you can't be the only one fighting.

Time

This is my place my place to be free

If you want to know my thoughts you know where to find me

Your days have been filled with everyday stress

I feel like somehow it's me that's caused this mess

For the sake of your being I'll do what I can 

To take away my thoughts and you set on your own plan

My love is always here a friend you can have

If more comes about then you may decide on your own

I have been open and here with my thoughts and my heart

I don't want my words to to tear us apart

I will ease up and back off my shields are in place

Do all that I can to hold back from your face 

You are a good person and time will tell

How this story will be either way I wish you well

I am here for you ... Come when you feel it's time

I'll embrace you either way because I love you 

Ok

After Hours

After hours,

The clock ticks on you leave my side and I know that if I wait to hear from you – its my own choice

I can change my number – change my name and no longer sit waiting that you will find me.

Because that way – if you don’t I can say its my choice

But I stay open and here for you to see, I know you can always reach for me

…but you don’t

After hours,

It’s not my time, and the way it looks may never be

And I suppose that’s not my choice, but I don’t have a choice in the matter…as you have shown me

It’s not about what I want…never was.

Imagination

All my imagination

You show me every day that I imagined a love that does not in fact exist

By your constant ignorance, you can never fill this heart with love

You are selfish and even with prompting and straight up telling what it would take to make things right you play dumb

Overtime I will see the real you and pull this veil off of my eyes

Hurting constantly reminds me of how you never cared and eventually that hurt will heal me and I will forget about you forever.

Fooled

I find it to be amazing how the heart will see only what it wants to

I thought about the moments we shared some of the most intimate times simply by a look

A look in which my heart believed was once in a lifetime 

Stripped away from me like skinning an animal to take all the meat from it and devoured so there is nothing left but a trophy 

Conquered in this vast world of many people 

My heart was taken without regard

Not even sure that all I had to be given to feed another soul was ever appreciated each night 

All that is left of me is a shell I have been taken to the taxidermist stuffed with empty parts and the life has left my eyes

I was lured by what I thought was love but only a decoy that fooled me to my death