Highs are high
Lows are low
Is this what it takes for our love to grow?

Is this truly what we are wanting
This pain inside is more than daunting
To the core of our souls, this ache & need
We can't focus or be "normal" and our hearts just bleed

But....together again we soar to the skies
Above the others and no more lies
Our souls connect and unite as one
A feeling of peace we become

Is it worth it? Or better to live without this passion
Live in a state of existence barely laughin
I am not sure yet - I know I feel alive again
But when you leave I die again

More to me than you see....
I am a mother, a lover, a friend...a person that sometimes plays pretend.
I pretend that I am free and only have to answer to me...but oh how untrue that statement is.
I have obligations and moments that allow me no room for my own selfish desires.

I long to share my moments with you - my thoughts with you
Random, dark and light
Every song that reminds me of everything then and now and our future
To dance and or lay with you in the moments of my emotions brought about by the music that plays on the radio...and how I love your smiling face.

They say I am a dreamer
But those that do not dream limit their possibilities
We can only soar as high as we believe we can reach and I have faith that in the storm and winds I am reaching great heights
A place that is perfect for my souls purpose...and one day we will all understand our purpose is to love in light grow in love and serve in love and our souls will live on eternally.

Loves driving force the sound of your voice soothes my inner havoc.

I am so enriched with you and feel that my heart has opened and can love without walls.

For some reason I feel safe in your soul and heart and feel that we could grow together elevate... dream and walk in pure accepting love, I see me growing with you truly not an idea of what I think I want but actually exactly what I want.

It's such a strange place of peace in your arms and presence even hearing your voice I feel your love, I feel it.

When we can't be together I feel like you take a piece of me with you and when we are together I am whole again.

This love only comes  once in a great while and I don't want to let it pass us by.

Love Reign Supreme

Amazing how time has passed and now any time passing without you feels like an eternity.

I ponder our existence and connection deeply influencing our life decisions....questioning our current positions.

Is it that we loved one so intensely that the one love bonds us? Or have we loved as well in past lives that we now need to correct all that was done lifetimes ago?

My soul is alive feeling something that inspires me to delve into the unknown... To take chances and feel childlike again with innocence of loving full heartedly without fearing a broken soul.

But the reality sets in, and this life we built.. Foundations set .., and contentment and routine now own us.

How do we take back our life and be as we are to be in this journey ?

Search our souls to grow as they are meant to rather than live ambivalently as so many do.

The rules of society own us... Their judgements... The fear of the unknown entangles us so that to be truly happy or in the quest for that happiness is disregarded as pipe dreams and not encouraged... All because of the what if s... But what If we don't follow our hearts and another 16 years pass?? And what if we don't smile the same ? What if we never feel what we are meant to feel together? What if our hearts die every day and inspiration and faith are things of the past. What are we teaching our children? That what excites us then and passion driven is not attainable? That traveling the road less traveled will not bring great discoveries? That what we desire…all of us desire ... The one thing that is life's driving force... Love ...ultimate love... Is not as good as stability?

What if we let this pass us by? What if the chance is never to be had again in this life? What if the lives we are really destroying is us? Our souls...

Love reign supreme

I felt my heart crash into the pit of my stomach. The ache I felt had been long forgotten.
I had been floating on clouds for so long that my sad existence in your world was not prevalent.
But here I am again, where I knew I would end up, and here I am wondering why I didnt just give up.